october in photos.

 Date night at Moreno's and the movies

10.12.12

 Polka dot nails and rose gold polish for fall!

10.10.12

 Breakfast at Bagel Me!

10.21.12

Pictures of my handsome man at our engagement shoot

October has been a month that has FLOWN by. Can't wait to see what November brings!

she smiles at the future.

The future...it is definitely a scary, scary thing. One thing I have had trouble learning is how to smile at the future, how to be excited about not knowing anything! It is a crazy thought.

There are PLENTY of things to look forward to...end of the semester, Christmas, graduation, oh, and did I mention GETTING MARRIED?! 2013 will be a year of change. Starting a new life as a wife and a college graduate, I have no idea what I am going to do. I've never been a wife, and I have been in school since I was 3 years old...the future is most definitely overwhelming.

"Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are continually before me." --Isaiah 49:16

I can say with absolute certainty that the future makes me nervous. Heck, it scares me! But I serve a God who has my life in the palm of his hand. I am ENGRAVED there. He knows what will happen tomorrow, next month and in 10 years. He knows everything.

"She is clothed with strength and dignity; she laughs at the days to come" --Proverbs 31:25

I can only hope and pray that God transforms me into a woman who does not cry and worry at what career I will pursue or if I will be a good wife, but that I would smile and laugh at what God has planned, knowing that God is greater than this whole wide universe and has a wonderful, incredible plan for me.